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No I don't speak latin, but as a frazzled, hassled, *slacking* med student, what comes out of my mouth sounds like Greek sometimes. Currently based nine months out of 10 in India, which would be WHY I need this blog, so yeah... *wanders off with Netters in one hand and Chaurasia in the other*

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Tupac Shakur

The 13th of September, 2009, is the 13th anniversary of Tupac Shakur's death. Even now, 13 years down the line, he is remembered. His songs are his legacy, his gift to the world. For a 25 year old black man, he made an impression, a mark that is still visible today.

In less than 2 years, I'll be 25. What will my mark be?

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Thus typed the Nishah

I feel like blogging. I have blogged.


Monday, August 25, 2008


Monday, May 12, 2008

And a spoonful of sugar makes the medicine go down, the medicine go dooooown, medicine go down.

Procrastination is a sin.

Gee, ya think?

Check for super long blogpost by Sunday.

Saturday, January 19, 2008

  • admitting an addiction is difficult. I am addicted to sloth, gluttony, and alcohol. Step 1 reached.
  • Funnily enough, I never thought that an occasional drink would be something I considered an addiction.
  • But when you develop an alcohol aversion, yet still crave the substance, don't you feel there's a problem?

  • Somehow, the other two vices are causing more problems for now.

Thursday, October 11, 2007

is still alive..

Thursday, August 16, 2007


THIS is what I consider sexy. Well, one of the things, anyway. I have hundreds, no, thousands of pictures on my laptop, of people, places, and things that I consider beautiful/sexy/attractive. My idea of sexy changes according to my wants and needs of the moment, something I'm sure most of us go through, but again I'm pretty sure my radar is more erratic than most.

Wikipedia is a beautiful thing. All my life I've been wondering about my own sexuality, seeing as how I don't exactly have normal reactions to most things. The concept of bisexuality hasn't really appealed, as I was never attracted to a person solely by their sex, but by attraction itself.

"But that happens to everyone!" you exclaim.

No it doesn't...

You like a particular boy, or a particular girl. Or you can like either a particular boy or a particular girl, whatever floats your boat. But the concept of sex is there. I'm not bi-curious (go look up Sash if you're interested). My attraction to a person isn't based on conscious thoughts of their biological sex or even their gender.

I like them.


That's it. That's essentially it. Don't ask me what turns me on because at this point I wouldn't be able to tell you. I just do.

There you have it...

Kanishah Rajadurai, pansexual.

~"You're not a eunuch, are you?"
Captain Jack Sparrow