Beyond Repair

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Sexay



THIS is what I consider sexy. Well, one of the things, anyway. I have hundreds, no, thousands of pictures on my laptop, of people, places, and things that I consider beautiful/sexy/attractive. My idea of sexy changes according to my wants and needs of the moment, something I'm sure most of us go through, but again I'm pretty sure my radar is more erratic than most.

Wikipedia is a beautiful thing. All my life I've been wondering about my own sexuality, seeing as how I don't exactly have normal reactions to most things. The concept of bisexuality hasn't really appealed, as I was never attracted to a person solely by their sex, but by attraction itself.

"But that happens to everyone!" you exclaim.

No it doesn't...

You like a particular boy, or a particular girl. Or you can like either a particular boy or a particular girl, whatever floats your boat. But the concept of sex is there. I'm not bi-curious (go look up Sash if you're interested). My attraction to a person isn't based on conscious thoughts of their biological sex or even their gender.
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I like them.

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That's it. That's essentially it. Don't ask me what turns me on because at this point I wouldn't be able to tell you. I just do.

There you have it...

Kanishah Rajadurai, pansexual.

~"You're not a eunuch, are you?"
Captain Jack Sparrow

Sunday, August 12, 2007


*hearts* And i feel that way... occasionally...